Mommy monster

So I'm all alone dekat office since semorang going out for their lunch. I tapau je mak saya masak best pulaks harini hehe. Speaking about mak, its amazing how mak mak kita ni could wake up earlier just to prepare foods. Thats one of the tiniest thing they do. Okay so aku random je menaip entri kalini. I am really freee, ada je kerja nak setelkan kat office ni actually, but somehow jari ni nak menaip sini pulak. Well, mana kita tadi?

Ha, pasal MAK. So alkisahnya tadi aku tengah termenung rindukan someone. But then taktahu macam mana my mind tetiba terfikir pasal mak when i terpandang at my lunch box. You know what, tetiba je aku macam touching, tetiba je aku macam so damn lucky to still have a mom, while some of others out there was a bit less than having a mom. So alhamdulillah ya Allah, Kau masih panjangkan umur orang tua kita. Alfatihah jugak kat abah kat sana :) Always missing you, bah.

Everyday, mak akan bangun pagi just to prepare our foods. To prepare tapau lunch box for me, for angah us siblings before nak rushing gi kerja. Pernah sekali tu, mak terbangun lewat, and I'm all okay je if dia tak masak pun, sebab aku boleh je beli lauk kat luar, but she still manage to prepare the simplest tapau nasi goreng in withing 15 minutes wow mak saya wow! I'm already 25 guys and to see how she treat us like this makes me feel like we are still her baby. hehe

Saja aku random bebel pasal ni. Sebab having a reflection back, to see lotsa times aku rebel, aku melawan membangkang menjawab malas nak tolong mak sometimes, you know its somehow gets you emosi beb. Rasa macam useless sangat hidup ni sebagai anak. Padahal realitinya tak terhitung langsung jasa mak ayah kita, not even nak kira pakai duit, obviously tak terbayar.

Pernah la jugak bila emotional feelings sampai, I will step into mak's room, staring looking at her face on how calm and pretty my mom even in her sleeps; my Syurga (for as long as aku single ha). So blessed having you, mak. Tak tahu la how am I gonna survive without you.. in many ways. May Allah always memberkati mak-mak kita and for us to remain anak soleh/ solehah yang boleh sedekahkan doa for them in this world n hereafter.

Ishk i dont like this topic. Mata pedih :(